Ramblings...

You can judge whats going on in a persons life by seeing his status in the social networking sites or in messengers.It ranges from deep personal introspection to celebration of india's victory in a cricket match.
I was looking into my recent statuses ...alas!!...man, they all have been gloomy and confused...ranging from "Life is impossibly Impossible" to "I hate my life" n etc....with this i began my introspection of life and mood of last few months.I was not one of the happy persons in these days.Let it be job dissatisfaction or some can rate it as pure over expectation from oneself.The end result was a unsettled mind and a person you wouldn't like to interact because of all the negative energies emitting from his persona.With this thought i came across another of my status which i used to keep when i recently came to pune .It stated "Who wants to live forever".It might look quite on the darker side of life but yet it had some inner light because of which i used to keep it in my happier times.
I was not cribbing abt my life and wanted a change, rather i was happy with all i have.It meant that i dont want a 100 years of life on this earth if i can manage some years with the quality of time i was spending.I had time to talk to my loved ones and to follow my interests and hobbies,most importantly the fear of future and worries of my career was not looming in my head.But what happened that i had these sudden transformation in my thoughts.How come a man with so much life became so unhappy with himself?
Well i wont tell you how it happened and what caused it but this weekend something happened and maybe i found the answer to all the confusion and frustration that was creeping inside me.
Man is a funny person ,he wants his life to be picture perfect and when he gets somewhat close to it his expectations with life increases.Its good to have expectations as it gives oneself his AIM and maybe ones reason to live.But the most important thing is patience which i was lacking.You don't have to be in control of all the things happening in your life coz some things are just out of control.Just do your KARMA and have faith in god,things might fall the way you have expected,it might take time but it will.The most important thing is celebrate life.Celebrate each and every moment.One wouldn't spoil the present thinking about future.I hope all my statuses from now on will he happy celebrating all the beautiful things that have happened during the day rather cribbing about what went wrong.
Live life to the fullest coz there mite not be another!!!and here im back to one of my old status"Who wants to live forever"